My life is made up of ‘I’m sorry’. I feel like I have to apologize to people, to things, to life itself. It’s like, ‘I’m sorry to be here’. I don’t want to disturb anyone.
the main reason why I dont have much friends is because I never talk to people first because I hate being ignored and I can’t stand rejection so when people finally give up and get tired of me or wait for me to message them back, i dont fight back bc i think im worthless and im not that important and interesting anyways and I’m so sorry…
i may act like i’m sassy but if you’re mean to me there is a 900% chance i’ll cry
it makes me sad when i just want to “stop trying and give up” because im just 17.
f is for friends who abandoned me after 8th grade